Maybe everyone is right. ii shouldn't put too much feelings in it. Though ii didn't heed their advice. ii thought that if ii give it some time, if ii waited, if ii am patient, maybe things will change, ii can become accepted. But ii guess ii was wrong. No matter how much ii try, ii can't get the attention ii wanted. Maybe what has become of it is just the feeling of used-to-it. Myabe it doesn't even matters if everything fades & die off.
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; Chin Yong Mei
; 6th Jan '89
; an official TP graduate
"Sometimes no matter how hard we try to plan our lives, the journey takes an unexpected road.
The things we worry about never happen. The things that happen are the things we never think about.
It's a mystery; it's complicated."
