%all i can remember~

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

9:39 PM

This month is sure a bad omen month.
~~ii thought bad month should be lunar 7th month instead.~~
5 pairs of shattered dreams,
1 hanging on a rope.
My bro's lappy's 'face' broke out into beautiful streaks of lines.
And it cost around $900+ to give it a 'faceover'.
But damn he might get to have a new lappy, rahh!!
Pocketed face came & stick his thick head, unwelcomed, into our lab.
Came & act as if he's interested in our progress, when he ain't know a shit.
Like hello, mind your own business larr, kuku!
PR2 is just around the corner. *shivers*
Getting a pass seems far away. -.-'

*complains & complains*
ii know ii may be a bitch myself sometimes, haha.
Whatever, ii'm a bitch. LOL.

Once u doubt my faithfulness,
but i assured u there will be no others.
i stayed true to my words, but did u?
Once i said guys were the same,
they put blames on others when they were wrong.
But u said no, there was exception.
i trusted, but ain't i right all along?
So many things, so difficult to pen them all down.
All i can do is to wait... wait for time to wash all these away.
Someday, maybe someday, i won't be huant by ur shadow anymore.
Since u have decided on moving on instead, i guess i can't do much..

To my friends whom ii have chatted with.
ii must say ii'm sorry, for you have tolerate my constant complains.
And of coz, thank you.. =]

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

10:23 PM

ii met a mad woman this morning on the train.
ii was napping when there was this sharp tap on my wrist.
Woked up blurly, to see this woman talking to mii.
ii thought she wanna asked for direction.
But hell no, she tapped mii for just something lame.
Here goes our conversation...

MadWoman: 'cf kfadkedm wdmfvc.'( ii don't understand at 1st lol)
mii: 'huh?' (blur look)
MadWoman: 'Don't touch mii.'(ii thought ii heard wrongly coz of my earphone)
mii: 'huh??' (take out earphone)
MadWoman: 'Don't touch mii.'
mii: 'ii never touch you what..... ?' (annoyed)
MadWoman: 'Your head don't touch mii.' (ii finally got what she meant)
mii: ' ............... ' (what-the-hell look)
(still abit gong coz just concious)

Then ii turned back & close my eyes.
& then ii was thinking 'what the hell????'
It's so damn lame lar?
Wanted to turn back & tell her,
' hey bitch, ii don't think my head is anywhere interested to get near to you, duh.'
And mind you my head wasn't even tilting from side to side.
And ii got this kinda funny thing early in the morning.
ii was like ~!@#$%^& and LOL?
Lucky she get down earlier than mii.
Or else ii'll shoot her 'bitch'. Rahhsss!

Monday, July 28, 2008

8:39 PM

It seems that everything is over.
ii don't really feel like facing the fact.
It's.. really.. ii don't know what to say..
ii'm feeling numb..
It sux... woots..

Sunday, July 27, 2008

10:52 PM

ii feel like an old lady now. -.-
My backbone is aching. sobs.
Myabe ii slept too long. >.>

Had a dream this morning, & woked up in tears.
But ii can't remember what the dream was about, haha!
ii just remembered it while reading a manga. lol.

Recently there are some unknown peeps came to view my blog.
In the middle of the night some more. LOL.
As in really middle of the night like, 1+AM. haha!
ii wonder whose honour ii had...
Have a heart & leave mii a tag pretty please? hehehe.

Skimmed through alot of pictures just now.
Some silly ones made mii laugh. hehe.
But it makes mii sad too..
They are the past that none can get back to.
It's so complicated..
ii need an answer.....

PS: ii borrowed 2 soups book. Who wanna try after ii made 'em? hehehe.

3:19 PM

ii just finish reading a manga & thought should blog it out uh.
Very very interesting manga, hehe.
Though the graphic so-so only.
Read it here
It's actually a read life story la, quite touching.
ii was so so exicited reading it. ^-^
~~ii also want my Densha Otoko - woots!~~
ii guess that kinda guy doesn't exist anymore..
Read it and you'll know what ii meant, hehe.

Stayed home yesterday too.
Watched Dark Knight & Hancock(halfway).
The DK show like so-so only.
Don't really understand half the things they say.
~~Can't expect much from a free movie online, heh.~~
As for Hancock, does have some funny factors.
Don't really know which part, but it did makes mii laugh...
But watched halfway only, coz something wrong with streaming it, duh. -.-

ii'm gonna pick up reading again.
ii found that library have lots of book waiting for mii to probe.
Read 3 books, and ii'm gonna head down to library to return 'em later.
So long.... =]

Thursday, July 24, 2008

10:55 PM

谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后

我们都忘了这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的有一天有一天都会停的
让时间说真话虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后我们都不知道会不会有以后

谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后

我们都累了却没办法往回走
两个心都迷惑怎么说怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人等着对方现说想分开的理由

谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中看见了不同的天空
走得太远终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我要有两个相反的梦

谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后

我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

10:09 PM

Two pOks passed practical test on first attempt. Argh!!
ii wanna pass too.. =(
ii swear, if ii am not gonna pass this time,
everyone please look for mii at Lim Chu Kang..
.. the cemetery, one of the altar. wahahaha!
Maybe it's in the genes - my dad passed on 3rd attempt. =x
Need to jia you jia you le, sobs.

Things to complain about: =x
- my butt hurts nowadays when i took the train.
  maybe it's getting bigger each day. xD

- my right leg hurts.
  maybe ii trip unknowingly??

- my stomach lose interest in food.
  it's a sign to lose weight! xD

- my room is irritatingly messy.
  time to pack & tidy, aww. who says capricorn likes tidiness?? -.-

- ii'm penniness.
  might be going for job interview tomorrow, woots.

And ii think today's consider the worst day of my life.
It was raining monkiies & donkiies in the morning.
ii took more than 10mins to reach bus stop, when normally ii took about 6mins to reach.
My pants & shoes, even my bag were drenched.
So were my mp3 & ds. rahh.
And how much happy ii was to think of skipping school, but of coz ii didn't. -.-
And and ii stupidly didn't brought my jacket with mii.
So ii ended up freezy cold & had two hot teas to warm mii up.
Rahhh, whatever, ii'm gonna stop rambling.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

8:12 PM

ii wonder what the world is wrong..
ii have to cook dinner for people when ii wasn't gonna eat. LOL.
And to be peace maker at home. rah~

But anyway pictures over the weekend..
~~Lazy to explain much so, ya, bear with mii.. =]~~

Saturday @ City Link

ii still like mensa's better =x

Sunday @ Orchard
~Do-Re-Mi~

In the end went to catch hellboy.
Must say the show seems nice.
Especially the professor-got-punched-part. hehehe.

8:59 AM

ii will post pictures taken over the weekend soon..
Played maple so was abit lazy to post. =x

Am in a quiet quiet atmosphere now.
Thought ii should do some thinking, yet again.
ii guess ii need a better resolve..
To prepare for the worst, ii guess..
Don't know is it instinct, but, ya ii feel that i need to sort out my thoughts soon.

And it seems only yesterday when we had this last movie together,
where there was this sudden pang of impact on my chest.
Holding your hand at that time, ii smiled to myself,
thinking, how happy ii was to be able to have you by my side..
That how ii should treat you better..

Hahah, maybe if/when time passed, years later when ii view this post again,
would ii be thinking that what a stupid fool ii was, typing those?

*sighs*
In the end ii still can't find my resolve.. -.-
But this 'thinking session' calms mii down a lil.

PS: PR2 coming! *sighsss*

Sunday, July 20, 2008

10:54 PM

ii had a happy dream thursday night..
ii wonder if it will come true?

More updates soon... =]

Thursday, July 17, 2008

7:54 PM

ii grumble,
& grumble & grumble,
& grumble & grumble & grumble...
There seems so many words ii wanna say,
so many things ii wanna care,
so many things ii need to do,
so many problems ii wanna solve,
so many things ii don't wanna care,
but those are so many complicated stuffsss that ii don't know where to start with..
Sometimes ii wanna give up, but other times ii don't.
Sometimes ii feel like dying away, but it's too irresponsible to do that.
Sometimes ii wanna be selfish, but ya, it's not as if ii can do that.
Hahaha..
ii AM complicated, ii know ii am..
And ii'm at here blogging about things ii don't even know what ii was talking about.
*scratch head*

Funny thing happened today!
I was harassed by 2 flies during lunch at short circuit..
ii wonder if did ii offended them or something.....
People may think ii'm mad,
but ii am mad, maybe.. wahahhahahaha!

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

8:38 PM

I feel like ii have grown alot these few days..
The feeling of shock, hurt, mistrust, complicated, & funnily, the feeling of understanding..
I've learnt alot... a mixture of good and bad..
True, people ain't perfect, neither am ii..
But that doesn't mean that ii can accept being stabbed. >.<
I can't deny the hurtful feelings, but neither should ii attitude about it.
Life is too short to be focusing too much about the bad.
But doesn't mean don't think about it.
It's all complicated..

Haha, ii thought ii can express in words, but ii can't get it right..
But i'll try, to think far..
I've got my future to think about, since ii don't think ii've got factors to consider aniimore..
Was wondering if ii would pursue a degree or not..
ii still needs time to consider, ii guess...

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

9:24 PM

For the weekend, ii had done..
90% of pondering & 10% of helping out in moving house.
Though sadly it's NOT as if ii'm the one moving. rah!..
It's actually some relative, relative.
And she actually lived in a condo just right beside my school.
~~it's actually a 3room flat, so ii wanna book a room in her house & stay! xD~~
Then ii can wake up at 8am everyday instead. ^0^

And ii simply love the design of the house.. =]

funny lighting we saw...

bedok reservoir!

i lOve the evening sky =]

i love this room!
even the owner love this room than her bedroom! xD

pizza treat from her!

finger lickin' goody drumlets.

she aint the owner..
we were just too bored & cam whored abit =x

That's all ii guess...

Saturday, July 12, 2008

1:05 AM

4% + 4% + 4% = 12% = ii wanna sleep.
ii found something unbelievable..
it's so affecting mii so terribly ii don't know what to do.
ii wanna sleep, maybe ii might wake up & see that that's just a dream.
Naiive, yeah ii know.
ii just wanna dream & dream & never wake up to this harsh world.
yeah, bye bye all...

Sunday, July 06, 2008

9:47 PM

I've been having mock meat for the past one week.
And ii'm so damn glad to say goodbye u fake meat! xD
muahahahhaa!
~~ii guess ii gained weight for this week~~
Cos of the super duper high carbohydrates intake.
But whatever, goodbye to that.
And hello to my chickens, fishes, mushroom soups, etc etc etc... xP

My first real meat was... roasted pig pig.!
Actually my mom shove it into my mouth.
Not bad, whehehehehe.
And mR lOh was jealous of my roasted pork,
cos he loves it & even looks like one too! oops..!

But my poor weekend is sacrified without enough sleep.
ii only had 3hours of sleep last night.
Pimples seems eager to pop on my ~~already-ugly~~ face. ha!
Well guess ii may gonna sleep soon. =]

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

4:48 PM

It's only second day of the week and ii'm having a bad time.

Must be because of my unsuccessful haircut. haha.

Have to go vegetarian for a week.

However going vegetarian & start swearing about, is meaningless.

Reason for my swearing?

... Cos of the pretty & sexy lab technician in the fabrication lab.
Of coz ii even encourage mR lOh to go F her since she's so super duper sexy,

especially today, when you can see her pretty white bra.

You can hear her oh-so-beautiful when she tells you to make your board more compact when you don't know if the board is workable.
So in the end poor mii have to rush up and down just to reroute those board.
My hard work seems going down to drain when all she say was "not compact enough".
Rahhhh!!!
Even made a mistake on the wifi board.
In the end all my 40pins are all toh peng. -.-"
And ii'm NOT allow to create another board till i try the problematic board.
Can my life be any easier???

PS: To April, if u think your project is difficult, at least you don't have to work on both software & hardware. Look at mii as example, maybe you will think yours is not that bad after all. wahahahahahahahahaha!