Maybe ii'm just pouring too much stupid hope into it. When from the start ii do know deep inside that u won't come. ii'm just too naiive to hope big & then get a big disappointment.
DO u really know when u say u know? No, ii don't think so coz u are not mii, u won't experience how ii feel. But have u ever try to come to mii & ask, about my true feelings? Or stop to hear what my heart has to say? Or just to give mii a pat on the head or a hug to tell mii; it's okay, don't fret coz i'll be there? Nah, ii guess u will only think that my true feelings are stupid. And that ii'm just thinking too much. To u, my thinkings are childish, of no importance & just another small matter. So why bother urself to tolerate another of my nonsense?
Tell mii how am ii able to communicate with u? When u are just brushing my words aside, throwing my heart away. Have we really understood each other or not? ii don't feel the connection at all.Maybe it's all not meant to be..
&Girl
; Chin Yong Mei
; 6th Jan '89
; an official TP graduate
"Sometimes no matter how hard we try to plan our lives, the journey takes an unexpected road.
The things we worry about never happen. The things that happen are the things we never think about.
It's a mystery; it's complicated."
